Rindu...

I was very close to my dad..when he is no longer with us now, it affected me badly...Walopun i tried to be strong for my mom, but there are times that i feel soooooo helpless & scared. When i close my eyes, i keep on seeing his face. When i pray or reciting al-Qur'an, his face alwiz pop up in my mind.
He was always around when i need him..i can still smell his perfume (minyak Atar) sometimes..

Last nite we had a buka puasa & small tahlil for him.. just among our adik beradik. My 2nd brother has took over his place as Imam & lead the tahlil. Dahlaa their face oso look alike..when i look at Abg Sal, memang terbayang muka abah.

I really miss him...